Thursday 8 May 2014

Jelly



Something happened to me today.  I am not entirely sure at what moment.  I am not even really sure how to word it.  I was going about my day, having a coffee, doing groceries, the usual.  Suddenly, a wave of the most serious emotion smacked me in the face.  Scary stuff.

And, even though I am still unsure what bought this on, I know who or what this emotion got aimed at.  My daughter.   My little gorgeous, precious gift.  It's like I saw her for the first time.  Her little hands, her little smile.  As if I wasn't blown away enough before.  I now walk around scared of how much I feel.  Scared that I will squish her, I am so strong with love.

It's a little bit like being drunk, I suppose.  Feeling a bit unstable.  A little bit wobbly.  Wibble wobble, wibble wobble, jelly on a plate.