Tuesday 11 February 2014

I have no idea



Coming from a bit of a dark blue place, I am trying to figure out why no woman was present when they decided that we should have all the emotions.  And, very often, all of them at the same time.

Now, I know that we were fearfully and wonderfully made.  In Gods image.

But sometimes I am not so sure that all the pieces of my puzzle make sense.  Maybe no yet, anyway.

How is it that having a little baby - a gorgeous, love-filled creature, can make you yearn for a quiet corner?  Somewhere where all noise and thinking is dumbed out.  Sharing my daughter with the world and seeing how much love there is for her blows my mind.  She is amazing and special and beautiful.  She is all of that.  She is a lot.

Sometimes you feel a bit lost.  So you google the feeling.  Because google is the doctor.  You now know even less.  Well done!!

Enter wine.  Wonderful wine.  Why it works so well to help you into the little corner of quiet, I really don't know.  I know I am beginning to sound like a depressed alcoholic.  But, chances are, if you are a mother, it sounds a little bit like the truth.

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